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Sep 21, 2015

椎名林檎 - 長く短い祭 (Lyric Translation)


椎名林檎 - 長く短い祭

Nagaku Mijikai Matsuri (A long and short festival) 
Translated by RecoilingMrJoe

I am observing fireworks that connect the heaven and earth. 
This is a meeting of the eternity and the moment. 
We should never forget our summer. 
I, releasing my incongruously cold body into the human heat, and subsequently flowing and being flown, am a little surprised to find myself in a quite distant place. 
Life is ephemeral, is it not? 
Not to mention our youth. 
We are all leaders this night. 
Heroes we are. 
Each one of us wears a different costume. 
Our make-up covers our free life force. 
That we are just like the summer, we should never hide. 
A somehow dejected heart, wandering in the human heat, and subsequently flowing and being flewn, is a little surplised to find itself in a quite distant place. 
Eternity is arid, is it not? 
Just a temporariness is elegant. 
Our party, finally, reaches the height. 
The climax has come. 
Each one of us selects in all directions. 
There are the scents of our powerful lives burning. 
Because we are just like the summer, we should never wince. 
How should we treat the transient best years of our woman’s life? 
We can go nowhere in our present condition. 
We are still flowers in full bloom, at our most sexually mature age, and in our best. 
Just like large-flowered weeping willows. 
Phantasmagorias of just one lives of ours revive 
We should never let go of our summer. 
How should we treat the ephemeral best years of our woman’s life? 
We can never end in our present condition. 
We are still flowers in full bloom, at our most sexually mature age, and at our best.

Jun 9, 2015

Potrait of the Moonlight Lite

椎名林檎 - 「月夜の肖像」 form 党大会 Short Ver.



Tsukiyo no Shouzou (Potrait of the Moonlight Lite)
Shiina Ringo

Recall what once was found 
Let me return  
I'm lost in my own crowd
 
I asked and begged you to  
Turn me around  
I'm calling god on you 
 
Revision comes to me  
Bringing it on,
As hard as I reached  
and you know I'll never throw  
Nobody down  
Again before yours wrong 
 
Come sleep tonight  
Come down to me  
and keep your face in a while
 
I'll take my hand and cast you spell  
and darkness spread on heart like a dream,
Just show your face I wonder mine  
I'll take you in my other life  
so seek and come to me again 
 
My heart me hold it on  
not even one  
to fade back in for  
and if everything god's deed  
dimmed after dark  
It would not change a thing 
 
A broken rail 
I'll say hello
Want to reveal all your doubt
 
I'll take my heart and hold you tight 
and spread the lie on pie for a box  
you seek it into my own mind  
The world is howling for a while  
I'm keeping one with me again  
 
I'll take my hand and cast your spell  
and darkness spread on time like a dream  
Just show your face I wonder mine  
I'll take you in my other life  
so seek and come to me again 
again

***

This is one of my most favorite song from Shiina Ringo-san, the lyric is mesmerizing and the orchestra version is much better than the original version sung by Chiaki Kuriyama (you can check it here). If you want to get more information about her 2013 concert, you can check at http://sadistic55.rssing.com/chan-16412873/all_p2.html

Aug 5, 2013

All My Loving.

On a night like this.


Suddenly remember a memorable song from a Korean girl-band debuted in Japan: Sugar ( シュガー 슈가) Nevertheless to say, even though they're already disbanded, their music will always echo in my mind. If you're interested to listen more about their music, click here.

Have you ever miss somebody so badly? Now, let me reminiscence for a moment...

Sugar - All My Loving


Jun 6, 2013

All Hail to the Queen: Shiina Ringo

"Nothing Lasts Forever"


May be it's the right phrase to understand the meaning of Shiina Ringo's latest single " いろはにほへと " and to better understand that everything in life is impermanent.


Been a while since I post the last Music Compilation in April (If I'm not mistaken). May I proudly announce you that last May was the month of Shiina Ringo-san; first reason for her latest single " いろはにほへと" and second reason for the looooooonng awaited Shiina Ringo-san channel on Youtube: SheenaRingoVEVO, or SR Official.

Finally, there is one stop channel to view and listen most of her singles in Youtube :3 Barely I can't stop shrieking when I found out her channel in Youtube. The Video quality is 2 THUMBS UP (HD); the sound quality also five-star rating and nevertheless to say, there's such a LEGAL place to view her master piece(s) since many video was banned due to copyright restriction of SMEJap*n -__- Without further ado, kindly check provided Youtube Official Page of Shiina Ringo :)
椎名林檎 - 茎(STEM)~大名遊ビ編~
Shiina Ringo - Stem (At Play With a Feudal Lord)


Source: Youtube

Apr 20, 2013

JKT48 Mini Haul

MY FIRST 'GIRLY' MINI HAUL



Yepp, as you have read on the title, these are my JKT48 haul; original merchandise (minus the magz, forgot to take a photo T_T). I've been busy at the moment and forget to post about my current obsession: JKT48. Hahaha. Here is some blah to decor your day :D

Thoughts about JKT48 :

  • Who's your Oshimen? Mine is HARUKA NAKAGAWA :"> *even though the sticker is showing Rena Nozawa -_- No Harugon sticker available atm* I'm also into Ve~! :3
  • Why should be Harugon? She is KAWAII! So cute! Witty! Funny! Love her easy-going character. Despite the fact she barely can't speak Indonesia, she mingles very well with other JKT48 members. Also respect her attitude when Atsuko Maeda (AKB48) has scandal after Atsuko's graduation party.
  • Jikoshoukai : "Still a newbie, not yet a vvota. Never give up to learn!"
  • Favorite song : Baby! Baby! Baby!
  • What do you think about JKT48? KAWAII-DESU YO! They are so cute, especially Harugon :3 they proudly admit that they're the sister group of Japan's biggest idol: AKB48. Comparing to other Indonesian girl band, Hello Cherr*Bell*, which is often called as imposter, they have their own trademark by making innocent & cute student image plus they has some guts to face against Korean-Hallyu mainstream. Even though my auntie said I'm way too old to be their fan, I think I'm not the only one :P
  • First impression? When I saw Melody at TV, I was like "Wow, she is charismatic. I like the way she behaves." but it turned out I adore Harugon so much :')
  • Fact or fiction? I am scared of vvota. I mean it. It's fact :/
  • Dreams come true? Meet harugon face-to-face and say "Anata wa kawaiiii-desu yo!" *kalo bisa sekalian cubit pipitnya :3 *
  • For more detailed information about JKT48, you can check JKT48 Fan Blog
Harugon :3
The Single that made me fall in Love with them: Baby! Baby! Baby! (PV SHARP AQUOS) :')


Apr 14, 2013

MOST FAVORITE DJ(S): DJ KAWASAKI & DAISHI DANCE

Both of them are like my supreme God in the House music scene, so I can't choose which one I love the best. It's such a difficult decision to make! Don't make me choose, please...



DAISHI DANCE x DJ KAWASAKI


DJ KAWASAKI

DJ Kawasaki is a somewhat a newcomer, a rookie if you will. However shortly after he released his debut album "Beautiful" in fall of 2006, he became a staple and a new ambassador for Japanese club and dance music.


He usually makes his own original compositions in music in addition to remixing other people’s songs. The reason why I call him Mr. MPC 3000 is that he is known for using an Akai MPC 3000 drum machine for making his fabulous beats.
cited : last.fm/DJ Kawasaki


In my opinion he has unique house/dance music scene by successfully mixing house with soulful music into his tunes. According to his official Facebook Page, he listed his genre as HOUSE/CROSSOVER. Wow, such a genius term. Nevertheless, his music ingredients not only limited to House, he countably added musical instrument such as Trumpet as his typical tune.

In addition, he often featuring with surprising act like Lena Fujii, Tasita D'Amour, Lori Fine, COMA-CHI, etc and gives fresh sound than any other typical House/Dance music DJ. Actually, one of my favorite song from him is [Paradise] feat. COMA-CHI, but due to restricted distribution from EMI Music Japan, unfortunately I can't upload/show you here.


For more information about DJ Kawasaki, you could check in Official Website(in Japanese). 
DJ Kawasaki Official Facebook
DJ Kawasaki Official Twitter @djkawasaki
DJ Kawasaki Official MySpace
DJ Kawasaki Official Blog

Newbie for House music genre could listen to his Hit single first, DJ Kawasaki feat Lena Fujii - [Bright Like Light] :



or, listen to my favorite tune DJ Kawasaki feat COMA-CHI - [Paradise] :


IN ADDITION: HE IS SUCH A HUMBLE PERSON! Many times he replied my tweet and I was so glad that being one of his fan :') 






X


DAISHI DANCE

Daishi Dance (ダイシ・ダンス) is a male Japanese DJ born in 1976.

Daishi Dance performs in the heart of Sapporo, creating melodious house mixes that feature vocals conveying grief and discontent, and using three turn tables in a hybrid DJ style. Daishi Dance has performed at many events with artists such as Studio Apartment and FreeTEMPO. He has performed at CLUB YELLOW, in Roppongi, as well as with Morita Masananori of Studio Apartment, as the duet “MUSeUM", which performs at many regular events in the club. Since March, 2008, Daishi Dance has performed at the club ageHa, in Shinkiba, Tokyo- at the regular party called “POOL HOUSE”, and certain other events. On July 2, 2008, Daishi Dance released "The Ghibli Set", which contained 12 licensed remixes songs featured in movies created by Studio Ghibli. This album hit number 12 on the Oricon charts, and remained at this position for 3 weeks.
cited : wikipedia


I do agree with Wikipedia, since most of his songs often sound sad or should I call it melodic-dance house music? Comparing to DJ Kawasaki, DD mainly perform live in Northern part of Japan precisely in Sapporo area. He is also mainly active user of Youtube, or any other social media activity not forget to mention his 'active' Discography since 2006. His typical music mix house with classical instrument especially Piano; could be listening at his released album compilation entitled "The P.I.A.N.O. set"

For more detailed information about DD, you could check link provided below : 
DAISHI DANCE Official Website (in Japanese) 
DAISHI DANCE Youtube Channel
DAISHI DANCE Official Twitter @daishidance7
DAISHI DANCE Official Facebook

DAISHI DANCE 3rd album 'Spectacle.' preview is provided below, cekidot :

I recommend DAISHI DANCE -【Planetarium.】as your first entry :
 
Waddya think? Obviously they are the only two DJs I wanted to see live: fresh from Japan. Even though you are not House/Dance music scene party animal, at least you should (once) try listening to them in order to enrich your variety of music genre. Isn't it right, dear reader?

Apr 3, 2013

Words: Shiina Ringo & Tokyo Jihen best singles collection


I've been vulnerable lately. 

Words even can't express my feeling.

Perhaps Shiina Ringo & Tokyo Jihen songs would help illustrating how those feelings adorn inside. 

Their singles relate to many parts of my life..

It helps to express mine.

Maybe it will also entertain you...

Some of you might wonder who is Shiina Ringo?; let me tell you briefly. Shiina Ringo-san (椎名林檎) is notably known as Japanese singer-songwriter, music producer, and music composer. Most of her music genre are coalition of Rock, Punk Rock, Alternative Rock, Experimental Rock, Chamber music, Chanson, Jazz, Big Band, Bossa Nova, Adult contemporary, Funk, Hip Hop, Electronica, Kayokyoku, Enka *phew* She is prominent within and outside Japan for her brilliant and eclectic song writing-composing style.


In 2004 she formed Rock band entitled 'Tokyo Jihen' or Tokyo Incidents (東京事変) but finally disbanded on February 2012. Mean while, Tokyo Jihen more likely influenced by Rock, Jazz, and Pop genre, somehow they're still worth listening to. One of prominent music producers, Seiji Kameda-san (亀田誠治) also participated in the band as a bassist. Tokyo Jihen was under the labels of EMI Music Japan(distributor)/Virgin Music (label) from 2004–2012 with their first single 'Gunjou Biyori' or Ideal Days for Ultramarine (群青日和) released in 2004. However, the one that caught my attention is 'Sounan' or A Distress (遭難) that once aired in subscribed-Television 'Animax'.

For those who still wondering  what they look and sound like...may I have your honor to take a bow for them.
Tokyo Jihen: Full Formation
Tokyo Jihen (Before revoked): Shiina Ringo, Kameda Seiji, Hata Toshiki, Miko Hirama & HZM
Shiina Ringo

FAVORITE PV COLLECTIONS 

Tokyo Jihen - 恐るべき大人達
Les Adultes Terribles

Shiina Ringo - 本能 Instinct
 Shiina Ringo - Stem

椎名林檎 - 「月夜の肖像」 form 党大会 Short Ver.(FAVE)

Shiina Ringo - 椎名林檎 - 青春の瞬き

Shiina Ringo - IT WAS YOU

CURRENT FAVE!
椎名林檎 - 長く短い祭

I am a HUGE fan of Shiina Ringo-san and Tokyo Jihen. Been listening to them since 10 years ago and can't wait to hear more of their masterpiece. There are (still) more of their fabs songs in the net, unfortunately not all songs are having their own video on Youtube and EMI Music Japan is likely so restricted in preserve their copyright. Anyhow, I will update later and don't forget to try listening them for more *promote*. 

FYI: Currently TJ & SR  already had their official YOUTUBE page, you can check Tokyo Jihen Youtube Page and Shiina Ringo Youtube Page.

God Bless Shiina Ringo and Tokyo Jihen.

Credit: Youtube, Tumblr, google

Mar 22, 2013

ONE OK ROCK: A Review

Hello Japanese Rock Band fan!? 

Oh, they're still on the spot light! If the last article posted was discussing Japanese Melodic-Punk, Four Get Me A Nots, therefore I will review one of the most-anticipated Japanese Rock Band, ONE OK ROCK. Get ready to meet one of promising band at Japan nowadays. Rock on~!


One Ok Rock (stylized as ONE OK ROCK) is a Japanese rock band formed in 2005, composed of Taka, Toru, Ryota, and Tomoya. Originally a five piece band, guitarist Alex left the group in 2009.[Source: Wikipedia]

Name : ONE OK ROCK
Official Website : ONE OK ROCK official
Label : A-Sketch
Type of Label : Major
Genre : Alternative Rock, Pop punk, Post-Hardcore 
Origin : Tokyo
Members :
  • Vocals : Taka (森田 貴寬 Morita Takahiro) born in 17.APRIL.1988 / Tokyo 
  • Bass : Ryota (小浜 良太 Kohama Ryōta) born in 4.SEPTEMBER.1989 / Osaka 
  • Guitars : Toru (山下 亨 Yamashita Tōru) born in 7.DECEMBER.1988 / Osaka 
  • Drums : Tomoya (神吉 智也 Kanki Tomoya) born in 27.JUN.1987 / Hyogo
Source :ONE OK ROCK official website
If you never heard them, then you should check your You Tube website. It's as easy as snaps your finger. Taka's has colic voice which gives uniqueness to their musicality. Whilst most Japanese rock bands sing entirely in Japanese, a lot of the first verse of their songs were sung in English, quite different from common Japanese rock bands; which made them being one-of-a-kind.


ONE OK ROCK in full formation; Alex, far right, who left the group in 2009 (He is SO HANDSOME :O )

They've just released their 6th Studio Album entitled Jinsei x Boku=  (Jinsei Kakete Boku wa) on 2013.02.06 with their hit single「 The Beginning 」
By the time I saw the video I was entirely love at the first sight with the band! This is their hit single which caught my heart, ONE OK ROCK - 「 The Beginning 」! Yoroshiku!



Check out more about them; despite the fact that their vocalist, Taka, is quite cute, they're also have collaboration with Simple Plan (kewl!) which makes them become the talk-of-the-town. Plus, I have a personal opinion about their alternative post-hardcore music which is worth to listen to. Enjoy!

Source: ONE OK ROCK official website, Youtube
 

Mar 12, 2013

Yusuke Nakamura: A Review

Hello fellow readers. 

For those anime or J-Pop addict, I will submit a post regarding Japanese notable contemporary-illustrator whose famous for his signature artwork. If you aware with some of his artworks in one of Japanese notable rock band's cover jacket, you gotta know him easily...


Do you fond of Asian Kung-Fu Generation (later on will be mentioned AKFG)? Do you pay attention to AKFG's Album cover / Single cover? Do you fond of the illustration of AKFG's albums/singles? Have you ever seen below picture before? Then you should meet the well-known illustrator: 中村佑介, Nakamura Yūsuke.
AKFG's "World World World" album cover
I have troubles when finding information about him since: I can't speak Japanese, many refers Nakamura Yusuke as Japanese football player (what???) and even a medical professor. However, this Nakamura Yusuke-san is eminent for his contemporary illustration with his signature style: Black & White with a hint of shocking colors. Most of his subject of the illustration are young girls, well, even a glints of another subjects such as animals & males often appear. AKFG is his long standing fan of which always (more than often) use his artwork as the cover jacket of their Albums and Singles.


Kensuke Kita from AKFG with Nakamura's art work for "Landmark" album
Kirara artwork


Nakamura-san was born in Takarazuka, 1978, from an architect father and children's designer mother, whereas nowadays he lives in Osaka, as you can read in his website:  

Personal Website : http://www.yusukenakamura.net/ or find out more illustrations in Tumblr : http://fuckyeahyusukenakamura.tumblr.com/

He also illustrates for other art project. Further more, you can easily recognize him for his one-of-a-kind bowl cut hair style *smirk*.


Yusuke Nakamura-san at his desk
Yusuke Nakamura (on the left)
I couldn't agree more of his WHIMSICAL, FRESH & BOLD artworks since the first time I saw his artwork at AKFG's cover jacket. His artworks are a fresh inspiration for youth soul who's looking for ideas and brand new innovations. I can assure you, imagine yourself entering the world of Oz, his artworks will surprise and entertain you in a way that other artists can't. I should say: I'm a fan.
Source: Tumblr, http://www.yusukenakamura.net/, google

Mar 1, 2013

Personal Post #1 : Seiji Kameda-san, you made my day~!



亀田誠治 さんwas replying my tweet, and I was like “OMG! I can’t believe it! He is absolutely a humble person! #faint “



FYI: Seiji Kameda-san is a Japanese music producer, arranger and bass guitarist notably known for his music project with Shiina Ringo and Tokyo Jihen, whereas he also composes, arranges, music producer for other well-known Japanese artists such as L’Arc en Ciel etc. For me, he is one of a kind musician, alike Shiina Ringo. He is definitely one of Japanese 音楽の神様 (God of Music).

Bahasa awamnya, dia seperti Ahmad Dh*ni-nya Jepang, otak dari banyak musisi, minus kelakuan gilanya…. *krik*

THANK YOU FOR MADE MY DAY ♥♥♥

Feb 21, 2013

Four Get Me A Nots: A Review



Heyya! Wazzap people!?


Do you have interest with Japanese Band? Rock Band? Or anything in between? I will post an article regarding my favorite Japanese Band at the moment. Here we go~!

Name : Four Get Me A Nots
Website : Four Get Me A Nots
Official Myspace : My Space
Official Twitter :
Label : 773Four RECORDS
Type of Label : Indie
Genre : Alternative / Pop Punk / Rock
Origin : Chiba, Japan
Personnel :
  1. Vocal & Bass / Yasunori Ishitsubo,
  2. Vocal & Guitar / Chie Takahashi,
  3. Drums & Vocal / Takayuki Abe
The first time I heard their single 「Beginning」  I thought of: Asian Kung Fu Generation with a woman's touch (their guitarist is a woman). However, all the way down, it didn't lessen their musicality quality, or should I say theis music genre tastes like progressive rock or melodic punk. 

This one is my favorite song from their mini-album「TRIAD」"Ways":

  For introduction, you should listen to their hit single: 「Beginning」



On March 6th 2013, they had released their 3rd Full-album 「BLINKS」 plus they're also available in i-Tunes! Check out more about them, maybe it will tingling your taste.

Source: FGMAN website, Blogspot. 

Feb 20, 2013

Tell Me When You 'Galau': A song collection that can relate to your feeling

Have you ever felt so down even you can't express your feeling?

I had.

It's hardly to express my feeling especially when I'm feeling down. The best that I can do is listening to songs that relate to my certain situation (sometimes also crying). How about you?

First of all, Tokyo Jihen - Les Adultes Terribles; 東京事変 恐るべき大人達, top of the top. Pay attention to the lyric; man never satisfies. Once I had a relationship with a man who always makes a reason for everything he does. I remember he told me that his mother wants his girlfriend or future wife using religious-attribute; a thing that hardly to be forced by other people. Recently, I just realize that's only his excuse to avoid commitment. So what if wishes come true for you? :


Second, Sara Bareilles - Gravity. Love sucks. Especially if you fall for a wrong person. No matter how hard you tried to avoid your feeling, your heart will lead you to the start. It's not like a algebra that needs your logic; your feeling always use your heart instead your brain. Full stop. Best step to move on; accept the reality, even it hurts and makes your heart need a pain killer, well at least you are living your own life, not the idea of your expected love life.


Third, Super Junior - It's You, 슈퍼주니어 - 너라고 ; Yes, they are Korean boy band. Yes, they sing platonic sentimental love song. Yes, they also dance while singing the song. At least they tell you to be honest about who's inside your heart.


Fourth, 2NE1 - It Hurts, 2NE1 - 아파 ; just listening to the melody could make me cry. Whilst the video concept is extraordinary and whimsical yet the male model looks mesmerizing. When I found out the meaning, I sobbed to sleep. One sentence makes realize "You're not mine anymore". Sometimes, things we used to have are no longer belong to us anymore; nothing lasts forever. Even it's abstractly known as 'Love'.


Fifth, BoA - Only One ; I was fooled. I thought it was a song about a person madly in love, since the PV concept was a dance version and most sentences in the lyric are Korean. Who will think actually it's a sorrowful song?; a song about a person who couldn't forget his/her past. Damn. This one stabbed me so hard: When will my head erase you? (I will let you go). And someday in your memories, I won’t live in it, you will erase me...
Once famous Indonesian musician said "we can love a person in only one minute, but it takes forever to forget them". Damn, damn, damn.


Sixth, Shiina Ringo - Akane Sasu Kiro Terasaredo, 椎名 林檎 - 茜さす 帰路照らされど・・・ (translation: When It Begins to Get Dark…) First time I heard this song on the way back home in a quiet train. The song had been played in my playlist but I didn't realize it's soulful meaning. I was there in a blank condition (after a quarrel) in which I didn't realize my surrounding until this lyric catch my attention:


I place the headphones on my ears and listen
someone sings a song, I feel so blue
now darlin' promise me
please tell me something words to soothe
I don't wanna cry...
(Kindly check the video at Youtube)

I couldn't hold my tears because nobody can be depended on; nobody offers me their shoulder to cry on. The last thing I remembered, I tried close my eyes and imagined myself crying in the shoulder of a person...

Seventh, Iwan Fals - Yang Terlupakan (The Forgotten One) : Finally, I listed Indonesian song on the list. Iwan Fals is one of Indonesian legendary musician, he is known for his honest and undeniable lyric. Mostly are concerning about social and life aspects but then once he made a love song, and boom, became an anthem for broken hearted. The melodic rhythm caught my attention but then the lyric itself that stabbed *jleb* me in the heart. For Indonesian can barely understand it's meaning, but foreigners need Google Translate to find out it's meaning.
Rasa sesal di dasar hati
Diam tak mau pergi
Haruskah aku lari dari kenyataan ini
Pernah ‘ku mencoba ‘tuk sembunyi
Namun senyummu tetap mengikuti


Eighth, Iwan Fals - Senandung Lirih (Sorrowful Chant) : The lyric! Iwan Fals' sultry voice makes this song more "jleb" stabbing than any other love songs. Actually this song is dedicated to a woman from a man, but I consider it vice-versa. Once I was head over heels for this man. I admired him for everything he has but he didn't love me equally in return. I love him too much. He always seeks another value missed in me to another women; I can't stand it anymore. Not every love story has happily-ever-after-ending. The last thing I know that (seems like) he still keeps looking the 'values' he searched for in every woman. One thing for sure: Nobody's perfect. I only hope him the best :
Semoga kau temukan apa yang kau cari
Yang tak kau dapatkan dari aku



Ninth, Ilaria Graziano - Pearls : A beautifully song arranged by Yoko Kanno 菅野 よう子 and sung by Ilaria Graziano. Yoko Kanno-san is widely known as anime music's composer, arranger and musician. While Ilaria Graziano is a Italian singer who works mostly in Kanno's anime musical projects. No wonder this song is inserted as a insert song for Cowboy Bebop Cowboy: Bebop Tank! THE! BEST! album. However, if you found out the song's translation actually it's another broken hearted song yet beautifully arranged into a classical, soulful and jazzy song. I'm a huge fan of Yoko Kanno and I must say: one of my favorites.
ora ti cerca le lacrime
che hanno formato l’oceano
nel quale sempre ritornerai da me...


Tenth, last but not least Four Get Me A Nots - Ways : Frankly, I never thought life could turn out to be far from our expectation. When I said "I was over you, dear", I never thought this could be real. It was just another threaten but when time goes by I realized that's how do I feel. I want a better life. Being with a wrong person in a wrong moment could destroy your life rapidly. I always think what goes wrong and how to fix it but ignoring another crucial aspects in my life. I realize he didn't feel and want the same thing, so what's the purpose of holding on scattered pains? 
I believe everything happens for a reason. If he keeps hurting me, it means I'm the fooled one to keep believing that someday he will turn into a better person. Never expects a man to change; unless he wants it. The least I can do is left him for our goodness. Maybe I'm not good enough for him or even he is not good enough for me. To be honest, I want to maintain our friendship, but according to my previous experience he barely can't professionally keep friendship-relationship with his Ex *duh*. What I give to him is a freedom to choose; he should take a risk in everything he chose. I try to look ahead now, move on. If one day we accidentally meet each other, all I want to say is (as a part of his past and vice-versa) : "How are you? I hope your life is happy."


Thought we were both walking the same path
Ignoring everything and looked ahead
I moved on through, but swerved away
The distance grew
Why did I not notice anything
If I had reached out my hand to you
You are the only one that know where I'm weak
You're the one I say "I'm home" to
My lies my past are all natural
I'll never ask for you to forgive
In the trails you and I have left
Every inch had a good reason / There was not a single mistake
There is more than one destination
If we could meet one day
At the end of the one that you chose
Then put our hands together and say
"Hey, how have you been"
Till that day I guess we'll say good bye


Bonus:
Universally anthem for those love-worshiper, please welcome, The Cardigans - Love Fool :


Note: This post was used to be a post dedicated for a Placebo song, due to internal problem with the Youtube channel then I decided to change it into a singles collection. Wish me successfully collect another singles based on certain topic. Thank you for watching and enjoy my posts :)




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